Yea yea yea yea yea..~!

This is one damn great song ! XD

And to think I was feeling so depressed, as JH could very well see,
she was so darn worried, thanks so much for the concern, ur a great friend ^_^

But thanks to Edwin, yea u, sheep warrior buddy -_^b
I woke up to his message of Merry Christmas, and to love, care, forgive, and forget, or something like that, but the main thing is forgive and forget, and suddenly,
everything inside me was released.

It feels so great now, all thanks to Ice Warrior Ed the man ^_^b
THANKS BUDDY !

And to ALL those who sent me a nice Merry Christmas message while I was busily snoozing away, thank you all, I love you guys, ur all great friends :D

And to those who sent me Merry Christmas messages online, thank you all too, I LOVE YOU ALL TOO ! :D

And to all those who didn't ... well I love you all too ^_^ lol !

YAY !

Now MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE !

To Hezzer,
To JH and Char,
To Chloe,
To TD and gang,
To Dick Gundam's pilots, Nick and Eugene ( Yes I'm proud to say I created this weird sounding organisation, because it compromises of 3 ppl, including me, so I decided, hey, dick ! Dun ask if u dun get it, I'm the Lefty =x )
To all the good teachers of Montfort ( that wun be many .. ),
( ... on second thought, just restrict that to Miss Neo and my Drama teachers ^_^ )
To Phobia, XD
To Justin and gang !

To all the great things that happened to me, to manga, to everything that made me what I am, though boring and stuff, but I love the way I am, well not really ... but slowly learning to appreciate it.

It's as if I won a friggin' award ! :D

Oh ya best update on my life, this wun be one of them story-like entries ( Sry Carrie ^_^" )

Hmm let's see .. I got first for the level :D
$500 for price money XD
If I can somehow persuade mum to let me draw it out ... gonna treat u guys and buy some stuff .. LOL YEA ! :D

Gonna get a ring for myself that I lost too, if I get to find it :P
The Squall's ring-a thing-thing @_@

Oh ya, forgot to mention that the song cheered me up alot, though it's kinda obvious x_x"
I haven't been so hyper in a long time, and come to think of it, I dare not even show all of me to all my friends, show my happy, my sad, my angry ( that's rare though =x ), my bored, my tired, my hyper, I feel really embarassed to show my whole package to all my friends, even close friends like my best friend Justin, Char, and JH, even they haven't gotten to see the whole package, cos I think actually I'm a guy that really really fears rejection, that my friends wun like me anymore if they saw the whole package ... but I promise to do all I can to be myself, stop hiding like a wuss, and run free and easy ^_^

Gee .. alot of things I have to say, but also dunno what to say, dunno what I want, dunno what I feel, dunno much ^_^

Sorry I've always been a drag to u all ..
To Char, everytime she asks me a question, I end up feeling lost and giving her stupid answers,
yet she is always so patient with me, though sometimes she's hot-and-cold, but she is one of my closest friends

To JH, who is so afraid of me when I go quiet or am sad, the one who's frantically trying to make me feel better when I'm sad .. lol, thank you all

To Ed, who keeps asking that I be positive, oh, Carrie's included in this too, always wanting me to be positive, but I end up going negative, I'll try my best I promise u both.

To Hezzer, who keeps saying something I keep denying, I'll continue denying ! ALWAYS !
and ur a great friend, though sometimes I feel lost around her because she's too smart lol :P
Nah it's good to learn from someone, thank you for everything u've taught me and all the fun we've had.

To JT, forever my best friend, all the memories we had and more still to be created,

To TD, thanks for all the times u stood up for me, listened to me, joked with me, ur one of my greatest friends ^_^b

To BC, thanks for trusting me though u know me for such a short time, and I'm sorry I've always been busy and so hard to get to u ... SORRY @_@"

To Phobia, do ur best next year, thanks for accompanying me this year staying up, studying together, it must've been tough on u. Remember, anything bothering u, u can come find me ^_^

To Chloe, suddenly become ur korkor because u say I am, I also dunno how come what happened and suddenly poof I have a sister x_x" X-files, X-files .. BUT YEA ! UR GREAT TOO !
I remember once I ran oudda my house because I was sad and everything and u were there for me ... thanks, I'll remember that ..! ^_^b

To D. Gundam force, Nick and Eugene, u both are great, dun even feel bad about urselves, and we're 3, whenever one needs help, go to the other 2, ok ? Our friendship lasts, because everywhere I go, I wear our friendship symbol, that's how important u guys are to me, buddies, now ppl I go out with have all seen our friendship symbol ^_^
The Bangkok thingy lol ^_^ The smell of Thai :P LOVE IT ! ^_^b

To my family too .. I love you guys, no matter what, and I hope, though we're a broken family, we will be happy, and live life to the fullest ^_^

Hmm .. and blah blah blah sry guys I didn't win any awards shouldn't be talking as if I won some best actor award or something :D

OH WELL !
I just really wanna say I love you all, ur the best friends, u made me who I am, and I'm loving it,
and oh ya ..

Next year is the year of O levels for Ed, Char, JH, Carrie, Phobia ..
I wun be bothering u guys much next year, I hope u all get good results, and remember, no matter what I'm always here to listen to you, and help u if u ever need me, unless if ur giving me some questions I dunno how to do x_x"

Wun be talking much next year already .. so these last few days, I'll really cherish .. AYE !

TAKE CARE ALL

+~PEACE~+




Wolffang scribbled at Saturday, December 25, 2004.